This semester was not easy for me by any means. There were times when
dealing with troublesome students and parents that really made me question if I
was going into the right field or not. What I always seemed to come back to and
ask myself was; why am I doing this? What makes this something that will be
more rewarding in the end than not? I always found myself answering with “it’s
the kids who have ‘ah-ha’ moments, it’s the kids who never say a word but walk
into your classroom and smile or simply say hello, or the kids who ask if you
could talk to them after class just because they need someone to talk to and
they trust you.” It’s those kids that make this profession worth it. The fact
that I am able to help and influence so many kids throughout my career is a
blessing and makes all of the hardships and helicopter, finger pointing parents
and students worth it. I’ve known since the third grade this was what I was
meant to do, and though it might be hard sometimes, I still am confident that
this is exactly what I should be doing with my life and exactly where I should be.
This semester has helped to give me even more confidence in my decision to
become and educator and made me want to strive to continually learn of ways to
improve myself and my classroom.
This semester has really shaped my teaching philosophy and classroom
management style. I have a much better understanding of what it means to
control a classroom and the variety of techniques I can use to do so. I
understand now the importance of establishing the respect of your students
before relaxing and having fun. I also gained an understanding this semester of
the effect communication has on the classroom. I think communication is key to
dealing with student behavior issues and I’ve learned the power of a phone call
home.
Classroom management isn’t the only thing I’ve learned this semester
though. I’ve learned how to continually assess my students and adapt my lessons
on the spot depending on the information I receive throughout the lesson on my
students. I have a better understanding now of how to approach various lessons
and how students learn. A strategy that I’ve noticed shows up often in my
approach is constantly finding time to work with students individually.
Throughout the lesson students are given time to work independently, this is
when I take advantage of the down time and meet with students individually to
assess their progress and use this to clarify any misconceptions individually
or make note to clarify them as a group. I also then take the information I’ve
gathered and use it to adjust the next portion of my lesson. I use it to decide
how quickly to move with the next material and how many examples should be
covered as a group, in pairs, or individually.
Another technique I’ve found I use often is collaboration/discussion. My
classroom is loud, students are constantly talking and collaborating. I think
this is key to learning; students should be able to discuss mathematics and the
critical thinking involved in it. If a student is able to explain how to solve
a problem to someone else, this solidifies their own knowledge. This works for
me because this gets students actively participating and creates a more welcome
atmosphere for students. My students aren’t afraid to make mistakes and are
willing to learn from them together as a class. This, in my opinion, leads to a
deeper understanding of key ideas and more critical thinking.
Overall, this semester was filled with so many more learning experiences
than I could have ever imagined. And I’ve walked away with so many more
teaching techniques than what I started the semester with. I couldn’t have
asked for a better support team and I definitely could not have accomplished as
much without them.